This is Cocoa

I could pretend that this is the new new new beginning of a rebirth for my blog, but I'm not in the mood for that. Nope. This time of year I usually end up falling into some kind of depression. And what I do to pass the time is think of my protagonists and listen to songs that remind me of them.

This is Cocoa

 

They say I'm a control freak

Driven by the greed to succeed

Nobody can stop me

I love the mayhem more than the love

One day you'll get sick of saying

That everything's alright

I'm tired of being careful
And watching every step

Well, some nights I wish that this all would end
'Cause I could use some friends for a change.
And some nights I'm scared you'll forget me again.

Should have listened to me then.

You were the song stuck in my head
Every song that I've ever loved
Played again and again and again.
You could get what you want
But it's never enough.

Boycott Love
Detox just to Re-tox
And I'd promise you anything
For another shot at life.

Take back all the things you made me feel
Nothing that you said to me was real.
You never took the time.

It never even mattered
To you.

(hoped to find the acoustic version, but alas.)

I want to teach you a lesson
In the worst kind of way.

Still, I'd trade all my tomorrows

For just one yesterday.

 So much for screaming